You hurt because you loved him if you didn't hurt I would be seriously concerned
Anti fungal on Tuesday wouldn't have altered anything
Sometimes we just have zero control over things as much as we want things to be different it's not within our control
What if this or what if that and cross questioning yourself is detrimental and still doesn't change anything
All any of us can do is try or very best and sometimes we have to admit things are not able to be accomplished
You don't want any other birds because it's all very raw and painful and you keep thinking what if I had done this or that....
When Dizzy died I was adamant never to have another although Henni had just arrived. I would not have another blue fronted amazon ever!!! I burst in to tears at the drop of a hat for flipping months! A couple of years later Alfie burst in to my life I went to help his owner with trying to get along together and I fell head over heels for Alfie. He's nothing like Dizz and he needed somebody I didn't want another bird.... Hmmm so here I sit looking at 5 monsters in the house and my aviary of little dudes. it's not a case of replacing them that's impossible it's not a case of not still loving those we have lost that's also impossible
What is possible is to help heal yourself and open the door to another little one who is desperate to have the chance of a good life for whatever amount of time they get to be here.
Anti fungal on Tuesday wouldn't have altered anything
Sometimes we just have zero control over things as much as we want things to be different it's not within our control
What if this or what if that and cross questioning yourself is detrimental and still doesn't change anything
All any of us can do is try or very best and sometimes we have to admit things are not able to be accomplished
You don't want any other birds because it's all very raw and painful and you keep thinking what if I had done this or that....
When Dizzy died I was adamant never to have another although Henni had just arrived. I would not have another blue fronted amazon ever!!! I burst in to tears at the drop of a hat for flipping months! A couple of years later Alfie burst in to my life I went to help his owner with trying to get along together and I fell head over heels for Alfie. He's nothing like Dizz and he needed somebody I didn't want another bird.... Hmmm so here I sit looking at 5 monsters in the house and my aviary of little dudes. it's not a case of replacing them that's impossible it's not a case of not still loving those we have lost that's also impossible
What is possible is to help heal yourself and open the door to another little one who is desperate to have the chance of a good life for whatever amount of time they get to be here.